It was long overdue that i download the Lilo & Stitch soundtrack, i finally remembered to do it.
I do not regret anything.

It just gives me life :D i can't really explain it, i just love everything about it.

Look at me doing coursework so early into my half-term, need to type up the last question for chemistry and i'm done for today.

Peace out.

p.s: my parents signed me up for gym, im so excited for tomorrow morning! i'm going with my younger brother, he's going to be my gym buddy. My parents can thank me later for getting him out of bed before 8am.

27/05/1998

So i just turned 18.
It's funny because i remember writing a post about being 16 or so and back then i thought i figured everything out.
Well i was wrong.
I have changed, i have developed as a person and i have pretty much very little actually figured out.
I don't mind to be honest.
The future scares me slightly less these days, like i told myself : "whatever will be, will be."
I am looked after, i have people to trust and lean on when in need, I'm not alone.
Life will bw fine, i will eventually see where i am going.


My mum woke me up today just before 10am and started talking about how i was born and how i was as a baby and even though i heard the stories a million times before, this time it was different. She mentioned details she hasn't told me before.
Like the fact i had to be taken out 2 weeks before the due date as her blood pressure was really high or she told me about the time they took me home from hospital and in the morning they thought i was dead as i didn't cry when i woke up. (i rarely cried as a baby which was a great contrast to my older brother).

Dunno that was random.
I am pregnant with my birthday cake, i has so many sweet things to eat it's sickening.

Peace out.

I'm guessing it's been long enough, I'm sorry. I tried to update a few times but each time I actually wrote something down my finger hoovered over the backspace button and soon enough the post was blank.

I thought that would be the case with this but its not.
I forgot how much blogging means to me. My audience is not large, to tell you the truth it was never meant to be in the first place.
Yet seeing other people read my posts (or shall I say life fails) makes me feel happy, I have let you guys down.

I just wish everything was over and I could get some peace. I can't wait for summer holidays, no more stress.

I have missed updating you on little funny things that happen to me during the day, I promise to update you. I promise to write at least twice a week (at least during this final stage of college) obviously during the summer holidays im gonna have more time which means more time for going out and more time for writing about it.

As for now I just need to destress a bit, it's bloody hard when all you wanna do is cry but I'll try my best.

Peace out.