Midnight strolls on the beach is probably one of the best things in the world.

Just the cold wind and the freshness of the water, just me walking on the rocks.
It's just beautiful.
I even used my torch to see where I'm going, that made me feel like I was a part of some kind of detective book.
Trying to solve mysteries...
Got back home at 2am and literally fell asleep as soon as I sat down on my bed.

Happy Easter people!
Peace out.

Today was the last day before easter holidays, I think I really needed this.

Tomorrow I'm heading south, outside London.
We haven't been on a family trip in a while, I love travelling outside london. It's like leaving the stress behind and experiencing freedom, focusing on the place itself the moment you are in.
Gotta wake up early tomorrow so I'm off to sleep.
Got my music ready, got the panda ready. Let's do this!
Peace out.

My Tuesday night:
Me sitting at my desk wearing my dad's Santa PJ T-shirt (in March), drinking coffee and staring at the screen, trying not to fail at life.
I have a physics test tomorrow to which I haven't properly revised, like I made a summary sheet but thats about it.
(Will probably read over it on the bus to college)

I went downstairs and had a chat with my mum, she went to the GP because she messed up her knee like 2 weeks ago. She thought the pain would go away but now she can't walk properly she decided to go.
The doctor signed her up for a MRI scan, and when she said that I got slightly excited as we recently covered how that roughly works. I told her to bring me the images if she can as I want to see how it actually looks.
She asked: "but why..?"
Me: "I like that sort of stuff"
She just gave me this 'OK then' look and I laughed.
She might have to have an operation, she told me they might have to replace the meniscus in the knee joint.
I was literally on the phone for 10 minutes solely for the purpose of researching about it all.
She told me not to worry.. But I'm the sort of person that does the opposite of what I'm told when it comes to these things.

Hope your day went well.
Peace out.

I had a nap today, time well spent.
My dream was weird though, but that always happens when I'm really tired.

You know when you're having a relatively good day and then you read something and you just start thinking about it, the thought would not go away and you're just stuck in bed thinking about life?

Yup, current mood right there.

Saturday morning, got out of bed just before 9am hit the clock.
Came downstairs while the other 2 were asleep, my parents were already in the livingroom talking in their PJs.
We had breakfast together, I always feel like an only child when that happens.
I actually like moments like this because they treat me like I am one of them, it sounds weird but I feel as if they trust me with some topics more than they trust my siblings.
So 2 conclusions from this morning:
1. I was making tea for all of us, mum wanted blackcurrant tea and dad wanted lemon tea. It's funny how I made myself blackcurrant tea with some lemon juice without realising.
2. My parents made up their mind about Scotland, they decided we'll move.

Peace out.

I was thinking about today since Monday, Friday is freedom day!


We had chemistry today, 4 experiments on rates of chemical reaction.
Wasn't as bad as it sounds as I quite like doing practical work.
Practicals are even better when you partner up with someone that knows what they're doing and gets on with work fairly swiftly.
It wakes me up in the morning, gets me moving.
I get up is at 6:05am as we start at 9am (trust me that's at the very end of a roughly slept week which doesn't help), it gets to a point where I sleep on buses from and to college.


I complain now, but I know I will miss this. I will miss going to college as much as I miss Copland.
That's part of life I guess, life just moves on and you follow.


We're currently in physics, I finished my work so we're allowed to do something other than physics but i'm done with psychology and biology so I might start chemistry.


After this lesson Amelia, Christian and I are going on an adventure and that's probably the highlight of my week.
(apart from Tuesday when dad bought doughnuts, that was real good. Even though after eating 2 I felt really bad.)


I really need some sleep, I feel like each Friday is a milestone for me.
I feel relieved when I get home with the thought I survived a whole week at college.
After all, what's life without a little bit of struggle?


Peace out.

Me being me.

So I embarrassed myself today, good times.
I was trying to do like a high kick and next thing I know is I'm on the floor. Regular thing for me to be honest, just plain old embrassament.

I decided that I should start bringing a book with me to college, just in case I experience a moment of boredom.
Today in the morning, on the bus to college I was reading 'the shock of the fall'.
I have previously read it once but I remembered it as a good book so when I had an opportunity to buy it I didn't think twice.
This book actually touches me on a personal level, like I had tears running down by cheeks which meant i could hardly see what I'm reading.
It's usually hard for me to get into a story but this one is just so gripping that I do this thing where I think about the characters and the plot even when I don't have the book in my hands.
I forgot how amazing reading is, I didn't have time lately for reading which is so sad as in year 10 and 11 I was like a book vacuum. I literally read 5 books at a time and finished them all within days, that might explain my low GCSE grades. I wish I revised.. I guess that it's too late now.

Peace out.